OK lets do a little introduction about myself.
See I'll be completely honest with this. I've never had any really "best" friends and it's really bothered me as a growing teenager of 16 nearly 17 years. I mean when I see "best friends", I feel happy for these people but at the same time, I want to kill them because they have something i want really badly! Haha :) Jokes. I wouldn't kill them.
Well of course, I'm sometimes grateful for this circumstance because I want to be unpredictable and if someone knows everything about your life, that kind of takes the fun out of it. Of course I thank god that I have had two people in my past that have been in this role but that's a story for another time.
Anyways lets get to the point. As a kid, I was pretty fu.... well in better terms, I was a problem child especially in grade 8 due to special circumstances. I wasn't out stealing the other kids' lunch money and I wasn't exactly doing drugs behind the dumpster but I had a lot "dangerous" emotions bottled up inside and as a result, I had to go to a local psychologist that my school suggested for about 4 months. This psychologist was pretty nice and she gave me some pretty good advice that I am still thankful for today.
She first suggested that I try to tell her my life story in a bibliographical form and I flat-out refused. She then suggested that I tell a really close friend to vent my feelings and I returned with a refusal, this time giving her an reason as stated above. She suggested that I find a completely random person that I have never met before and talk to them about any problems I have. I guess this was to provide a complete unbiased opinion and guidance that could be completely unique. Of course my rebuttal was that most people would just say fuck off. Well its been 4 years so lets give it a try.
On this blog, I can be truly and completely honest with you the readers because I don't know you if there are any "you" at all and its great because you won't ever know who I am.
Just for a basic idea.
I live in Ontario, Canada
I'm a 16 year old nearly 17 year old boy
I'm pretty boring a person.
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