Happy day :)

My friend just started a blog with me.
To be honest, me and him co-write a lot of things together such as the two lyrics you just saw. Haha I should tag him in those or whatever before he gets mad.

When we write something, we'll post it on both our blogs. Man that was awkward. K. Its been a long time so I'll start posting stuff again.

lyric # 2: unnamed (currently)

So Me and Jacky currently working on this song but its not even close to done yet. Maybe about 35%? Jacky actually wrote most of this one himself.

The thing I like a lot about this lyric is that not only does it reflect a memory(which I'm sure you can figure out) that we had with a special someone a long long time ago but it's also pretty catchy or at least from what I hear of Jacky playing. It's also one of the more "happy" lyrics he's written in a long time.

So here it goes:

It was a sunset
that gave me the illusion 
but a jump start that forced a conclusion
I can't remember what happened then
This guitar riff that was the trend


We got drunk then
that day i can't remember
but our talks that 
still give me a shiver
it changed my life that night we had
this feeling i could never reenact 

(and that's all i got so far. Its only about 30% finished.)

Yes its very short. To be honest, even though i do "kinda" like this lyric, I sincerely doubt we'll ever finish it.

So this song has a very acoustic feel to it but it could go pop punk any time which I'd rather not have. Nothing against the whole pop punk scene. It just isn't my style. Well maybe. Who knows!!

lyric # 1: unnamed (currently)

 Edit: credited the cowriter.

So I am sort of a lyricist. I write lyrics with Jacky in which case, they're not all very good. In fact, id say 80% of them are terrible but nonetheless, Me and Jacky will put them up if we feel like it.

So this one is my most recent one that is close to being finished. I don't usually write instrumentals to my lyrics (guitar, piano, bass, drums, etc etc). Jacky usually does that but we have gotten started on this.
I have to say, i actually do really like this lyric because i wrote it when I had an inspiration so I have to say it actually means a lot to me.

This song is not done yet. There are still lyrics to be written. In fact, it doesn't have a name yet so if you have an idea of what the title should be, leave me a comment or send me an email.

So lets see. I wrote this lyric after my most recent ex-girlfriend broke up with me. Harsh eh? Not really. She was a really great girl. Well I'm not to sure i can call her my girlfriend because it was too short. Regardless, I am not gonna go into details about this.

This song isn't necessarily about her. Yeah strange eh? See my life is heavily based on the kinds of dreams I have. See after she broke up with me, I went home and took a nap in which i had this dream that if i talked about, it would cause this post to be longer then Miley Cyrus's penis.

So without further adeu, here it is:

I wiped away these tears
I wish i wasn't here
these bloodshot eyes
The mock at my demise
I wish away this epiphany
I wished i never had to see
Your eyes
Those lies I swore to her those years ago
I'd fall in love and forget her words
I tried
I tried
I healed these scars
From my wrists
the blood dried


I'm running from this fate
Your answer's kinda late
I can't forget
That last regret
The red that i know all to well
The part of me thats in a shell
I can't
forget
The scars they faded
but the knife in my hands
they make them come alive
come alive


But it  hurts to breathe right now
Cause you left me here in this hell


You crushed my heart
I hoped to die
This angel I thought was alive
Is dead 

(and that's all i got so far. Its only about 60% finished.)

Notes: Yes this is a very "emotional" song especially because it reopens old scars.
It starts off acoustic and slowly proceeds to a post-hardcore kind of feeling. There are screams at same point near the end especially at least from what i hear in my head.

If you have any feedback or suggestions, leave in the comment section but please remember, this is a very emotional song for me so don't be too harsh. =)

beginning of beautiful things

OK lets do a little introduction about myself. 

See I'll be completely honest with this. I've never had any really "best" friends and it's really bothered me as a growing teenager of 16 nearly 17 years. I mean when I see "best friends", I feel happy for these people but at the same time, I want to kill them because they have something i want really badly! Haha :) Jokes. I wouldn't kill them.
Well of course, I'm sometimes grateful for this circumstance because I want to be unpredictable and if someone knows everything about your life, that kind of takes the fun out of it. Of course I thank god that I have had two people in my past that have been in this role but that's a story for another time. 

Anyways lets get to the point. As a kid, I was pretty fu.... well in better terms, I was a problem child especially in grade 8 due to special circumstances. I wasn't out stealing the other kids' lunch money and I wasn't exactly doing drugs behind the dumpster but I had a lot "dangerous" emotions bottled up inside and as a result, I had to go to a local psychologist that my school suggested for about 4 months. This psychologist was pretty nice and she gave me some pretty good advice that I am still thankful for today.

She first suggested that I try to tell her my life story in a bibliographical form and I flat-out refused. She then suggested that I tell a really close friend to vent my feelings and I returned with a refusal, this time giving her an reason as stated above. She suggested that I find a completely random person that I have never met before and talk to them about any problems I have. I guess this was to provide a complete unbiased opinion and guidance that could be completely unique. Of course my rebuttal was that most people would just say fuck off. Well its been 4 years so lets give it a try.

On this blog, I can be truly and completely honest with you the readers because I don't know you if there are any "you" at all and its great because you won't ever know who I am.

Just for a basic idea.
I live in Ontario, Canada
I'm a 16 year old nearly 17 year old boy
I'm pretty boring a person.